am feeling guilty...

Although this ain't my normal nature to be such.. but it's been a year or so that i have been feeling guilty for a very stupid reason. i cannot narrate the actual story but yes can dictate in my own terms.... but one thing is for sure that i still dunno wat i did long ago was right or wrong... i genuinely have not been able to decode dis outta my mind.... yes a bit complicated it is i agree !! n off course lil personal too, and i even dunno wat da 'person' thinks or thought bout it. but yes 'da person' has clearly hinted of dis speculation of mine dat 'da person' was hurt when i did that.... call it my ego.. attitude.. whatever but when i did do da thing which i did long ago... it was for a reason... a reason which i had conclusively brought out after analyzing situations n other circumstances wich prevailed at dat point of time.... i would never had done dat, coz i myself had to suffer a lot after that.... n i thought dis won't last long n things wud be fine... not always things go da way u count on... n things turned bitter and bitter.... but i always wanted it to be the way it was... alas it din happen i started feeling guilty.... which i have been for so many days now...... at last i just wanna say this to 'da person' wich i never have said so far..... I AM SORRY ! coz i know wat i did was not right but m writing it from my heart that i din want to do that..... i still feel it at times that- gosh ! this should not have happened....